Friends

-Chaerin(:

I really do love my friends~! And I'm glad I have them in my life~ #K&ARolePlay^___^

What I do... (Melaniieeee)

  
   
   

I Will Always Love You - Short Story

Girl met Boy at a friends party. They quickly became friends. Leaving the party that night, Boy told his friends he liked Girl and if they knew how to contact her since Girl said she didn't have a phone number.

After a few days, Girl gets a surprise visit from Boy. Speachless, Girl invites Boy in and they hang out. Boy tells Girl he has missed her and that he really likes her. Girl, naiive and never before really liked someone, just smiled. She didn't know what to say or do about the matter. Boy, sensing her nervousness, asked Girl out. Girl happily agreed.

Over weeks, the new couple grew to really like each other and became a an official couple. They were inseperable and happy. Boy began to love Girl, and Girl began to love boy.

After their first kiss, Girl couldn't stop thinking about Boy, and same with Boy. Their love grew stronger and stronger as the days passed by.

"You know I love you, right?" Girl asked Boy, smiling sweetly and holding his hand.

Boy nodded, "And you know I love you?"

Girl nodded and hugged the boy, "I'll love you forever. Remember that. No matter what. Until I die, you'll be in my heart. My last thought will surround you and every heart beat will be for you."

Boy hugged Girl tight and kissed her forehead.

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The weeks passed and things kept going well for Boy and Girl. Until one day, Boy and Girl broke up. Both were devestated, but didn't show it. Friends worried at first, but never said anything. Their families sensed something was wrong. Boy and Girl stayed silent.

Girl suffered more than anyone thought. She cried herself to sleep. She was depressed. She felt the need to die, but didn't want to because what she had said to Boy earlier in time was true. "I'll love you forever. Remember that. No matter what. Until I die, you'll be in my heart. My last thought will surround you and every heart beat will be for you."

Girl decided to start being happy again, keeping Boy in her thoughts and living for him. That was the only way she could. But still, silently, she praying she would get over Boy.

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Boy and Girl didn't talk for a year. They never mentioned each other, but they longed to see one another. Each still loved the other. The day came for their 1-year Anniversary. Boy had thought it through and was going to go and get Girl back. Girl had the same idea.

On their way to each other's house, Girl had to pass over a bridge (but she was in a taxi). Boy went the other way to her house, through a bunch of neighborhoods.

Boy arrived at Girl's house an hour later, after stopping and buying something for her. He knocked on the door and waited patiently. A lady opened the door, she looked tired and worried.

"Hello? You are?" she said a little too pushy.

Boy introduced himself. He said he was there to see Girl. The woman's face fell and she told the boy to come in. He followed her to the kitchen and she picked up a notebook and handed it to Boy.

"This was hers. She was writing in it -" the lady sniffed and continued, "she was writing in it and then got hit by another vehicle. She died about 30 minutes ago. I didn't know her well, but her mother found this and.. she had a feeling that you'd be by today."

Boy's heart broke. He thanked the lady and left the house. In his car, he sat and read through Girl's notebook: her thoughts about the relationship, after the break-up, her dealing with the pain of it all, and much more.

Her final words seemed to be a letter directed to Boy..

I've decided to come and see you after a year. What happened last year was the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life. You are and always will be the love of my life. You will be the reason my heart beats, the reason I breathe, and the last thought on my mind before I go to sleep. You are the shine to my sun, the glow to my stick, the one who made everything perfect and bright. You should know this, because I've said it too much already.

Today is our one-year anniversary and I wanted to share it with you - whether you are single or not, happy or not, or willing to see me or not. I just need to see you.

I know I need to get over you. And doing so will kill me. I don't know if I'll give this to you or not, but it is yours.

Just remember - I will always lo

and that was the last thing Girl ever said, ever thought, ever felt.

• Boy was the last thought on her mind.
• Boy was the reason her heart kept beating and she had forced herself to get over him - which coincidentally ended her life, like she predicted.
• Even though she said he would be in her heart until she died.. or her death would be because she was over him.. Girl would never stop loving Boy.

Girl watched from a distance, clasping her hands and smiling. Her iridescent, unseen body was becoming more and more transparent as time passed. She unclasped her hands and blew a kiss to Boy,

"I'll love you forever. Always remember that."





Friend Matrix

   Can you guess who's who? ;)


- Melanieee

Melanie's Questionaire #2

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Open~ Sometimes closed. :D
2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
It's free!~ :D
3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
Out. :P
4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
No way!~
5:Do you like to use post-it notes?
Not really~ but  I saw a cute video where this couple did.. and yeah. :)
6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
*shakes head*
7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
A swarm of bears or a big bee? Hehe~ :D
8:Do you have freckles?
Nope!~
9:Do you always smile for pictures?
Smile, pose, do something. But yeah, I always smile for my pictures. :D
10:What is your biggest pet peeve?
When someone starts to say something and just leaves me hanging. Like for example...

11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
When I'm bored!
12:Have you ever peed in the woods?
Ew~
13:What about pooped in the woods?
Double ew~
14:Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
All the time!~ :D
15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?
I have before, but not now.
16:How many people have you slept with this week?
O.O i'm 14...
17:What size is your bed?
Twin size :D
18:What is your Song of the week?
Either 'So Sexy - HAM' or 'Ma Boy - Sistar19'
19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Sure!~
20:Do you still watch cartoons?
Yesh!
21:Whats your least favorite movie?
I dunno..
22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
Somewhere were no one could find it :)
23:What do you drink with dinner?
Pop or juice!~
24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Ketchuppp
25:What is your favorite food?
I have 3. First: Candy, because it counts. Second: Kimbap because I had it an now I'm addicted. Third: French fries... [[bloody hell, why not say it? Freakin' Chips! You know? The ones that come with Fish? Fish n' chips? Yeah, I say that. Cuz I have always said that. I'm British/Scottish]]

26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Harry Potter!~
27:Last person you kissed/kissed you?
My Jihwan oppa~ :3
28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
I tried. I failed. :P
29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
O.O No...
30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
It's been awhile..
31:Can you change the oil on a car?
Nope!~
32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
I am not allowed to drive yet..so..
33:Ever ran out of gas?
Refer to answer above. :3
34:Favorite kind of sandwich?
Peanut butter ^.^
35:Best thing to eat for breakfast?
Cereal? o.o
36:What is your usual bedtime?
Whenever I want it to be, really. :P
37:Are you lazy?
No way!~ :D
38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
Usually a fairy or some star I liked or something along those lines.
39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?
What's yours? Mine's an Ox.
40:How many languages can you speak?
English, Korean.. and learning more!~
41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Nope!~
42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
Legos...FTW!! :D
43:Are you stubborn?
Umm... no?
44:Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
Letterman. Leno just freaks me out.
45:Ever watch soap operas?
With my actual grandparents. :P
46:Are you afraid of heights?
>.< Yesss....
47:Do you sing in the car?
All the time!~ :D
48:Do you sing in the shower?
Refer to answer above!~ ;)
49:Do you dance in the car?
Hehe~ Yesh!~
50:Ever used a gun?
o.o no
51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
At a photoshoot~ :)
52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Nothing is too cheesy!~ ^^
53:Is Christmas stressful?
You say stressful, I say FUN!~ :D
54:Ever eat a pierogi?
Nope~  [[Heck yes! <3 ]]
55:Favorite type of fruit pie?
Every kind~
56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Singer!~ And I am being that as we speak :D
57:Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes, because they are. Scary, but real.
58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Not a lot, but I have. :P
59:Take a vitamin daily?
Nope!~
60:Wear slippers?
Yeshhh
61:Wear a bath robe?
Yeshhh
62:What do you wear to bed?
Pjs~
63:First concert?
Hmm... [[U-KISSSSSS]]
64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Target!~
65:Nike or Adidas?
Nike~
66:Cheetos Or Fritos?
Cheetos ^.^
67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Peanuts
68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
Nope~
69:Ever take dance lessons?
Yeahhh
70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Being a singer/rapper?
71:Can you curl your tongue?
*curls tongue* Yesh.
72:Ever won a spelling bee?
Noe. :3
73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Once.. or twice.. no. Once. :D
74:Own any record albums?
My actual Umma does.
75:Own a record player?
Refer to answer above, please~
76:Regularly burn incense?
No
77:Ever been in love?
I'm 99.9% sure that I am~ :3
78:Who would you like to see in concert?
A lot of peoples.
79:What was the last concert you saw?
Uh... I forgot. :P
80:Hot tea or cold tea?
Warm~ :)
81:Tea or coffee?
TEA!
82:Sugar or snickerdoodles?
Both are good.. but I choose.. snickerdoodles! [[My cousins make them for Thanksgiving. They are so good!~]]
83:Can you swim well?
Uh huh~
84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Refer to answer above~ :)
85:Are you patient?
Yes, yes I am. :D
86:DJ or band, at a wedding?
Tell the DJ turn it up, up, up and da-da-dance a little more~ :3
87:Ever won a contest?
Yeahhh
88:Ever have plastic surgery?
I've been asked this before.. NO!
89:Which are better black or green olives?
black? No, green. I dunno...
90:Can you knit or crochet?
Nope!~
91:Best room for a fireplace?
The living room? o.o
92:Do you want to get married?
Eventually~ ^^
93:If married, how long have you been married?
I'm not married... o.o
94:Who was your HS crush?
I'm in highschool now.. and I have a crush.. on my boyfriend. ;)
95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
Lol~ no!
96:Do you have kids?
No.  o.o
97:Do you want kids?
Refer to answer to #92  :)
98:Whats your favorite color?
Purple, red, and black!~ :D
99:Do you miss anyone right now?
*nods* Uh huh~

CL's Questionaire Answers(:

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

I'm pretty sure they did. ^__^

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

I don't think so...keke~

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

That happens a lot for me, so...a lot of the time. I can't tell you when, though.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

I do all the time~! :)

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

I don't think so. :-/

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

Nope. :P That's actually really bad, because I usually do.

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

A white shirt with some sort of sign on it, my black, green and pink pj pants, and undergarmets of course ;) Keke~

8. How often do you listen to music?

All the mother-freakin' time~! XD

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

Jeans. I'm a sweats person, too, but lately it is jeans. :P

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?

Probably.

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

Depends on the situation, but I'm usually very social. ^.^

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?

Nope

13. What about ‘R’?

Not that I can think of. XD

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

Yeah, can you?

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

Not really, but if it's someone I care about or am close to, then yes. I'd kill them. Jk~

16. Are you going out of town soon?

Not that I can think of..

17. When was the last time you cried?

The other day..

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

Lots of times ^__^

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

Hell yes~! I'd change it to purple or maybe blue :)

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

Love wise, yes. Friend wise, yes. So, either way, for a love relationship or just a friend relationship - I can name a few. :)

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

I don't feel the greatest at the moment.

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

I think it is.

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

No. That'd be Melanie. O.O Nooooo... weird questionaire..

24. What are you sitting on right now?

My butt. Kekeke~

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

When I talk to that person, yep. ^__^

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

Hasn't everyone at some point?

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

My Umma~ <3

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

Not lots, but I do occasionally.

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

I have no idea

30. Does anyone hate you?

Anti fans..

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

:) Pshh.. no~ ... =.= Are you kidding?! I DON'T DRINK ALCOHOL! Only when I have to.

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

Of course~!

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

Never in a million years..

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

That's a hard question, I'll get back to you on that. :)

35. Did you have a dream last night?

Not that I can think of.

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

It's been awhile..

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

Probably not~

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

*shrugs* Other than Sanghyun?

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

*shakes head* Nope~!

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

Not really...yesterday was very suckish for me. XP

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

Time passes by so fast, I honestly do not remember when Sanghyun and I got together. I'm such a good girlfriend, aren't I? >.<

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

Melanie.. Dara.. Jiyeon.. probably. If I see them. :-/

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

Once.

44. What’s the best part about school?

The fact I am graduated. :D (OOC: Oh how I wish!! TT^TT )

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

NO~ Psshh...why would I? *flicks questionaire in the fake forehead* Of course I do! A lot! A lot, a lot! :D

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

I used to.

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

Too much~!

48. Were you single over the last summer?

*nods* Yep, yep.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

Kind of, in a way. Then again, it's not. Ya know?

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

I'm supposed to be asleep. You know the thing were you are like unconscious in a way and you are dreaming and resting...yeah, I'm supposed to be doing that. But I'm not. >.<

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

Squishy (L.Joe)?! Yes. ............. Jk~ Jk~ No! I don't hate him, aigo~

52. Are you nice to everyone?

Depends on the person.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

*nods* Unfortunetly... I don't think I spelt that right..or maybe I did. O.o

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

*sarcasm* No, of course I will cheat~! ... =.= I don't cheat. That is cruel and mean and stupid.

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

Can you tell how I am feeling now? No? Well, there is your answer.

56. Do you think you like someone?

You~ Keke~ Whoever you are...I like you stranger. :3

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?

Nope.

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

Boys, probably. Though having girl friends is good too. It just depends on the time and place and how you are feeling. If I'm mad or something, a boy might say something wrong I might threaten to kill them.. :P

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

I don't know.

60. Do you hate anyone?

You. Yes, you, stranger that I just recently said I liked. I hate you now. :P

61. How’s your heart?

It's been damaged, bandaged back up, and is okay right now.

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

Lots of things...

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

Remember that thing above? The question? About the things of the past you hate talking about? Yeah, that applies here...

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

Jiyeon. :3 Or Melanie. :3 or Squishy :3 or Chippie :3 ... Either way, I can get away with saying this. Keke~ I'm kidding..

65. Are your toenails painted pink?

No, they are not. Are yours? O.o

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

It depends on who it's with...

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

What? Again, it depends on the situation. If I'd say yes and the boyfriend would cry over spilt milk (literally), then I'd take back my answer, but if I said no and for instance the boyfriend wouldn't cry over the girls accidental death, I'd take back my answer...or punch the boyfriend in the face. Whichever works for me at the moment. :)

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

Thank God, no!

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

I don't answer phone calls unless it is from my Umma or my manager. :P

70. How do you look right now?

I look tired. O.e

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

I am myself around everyone. Trust me, I am weird and childish and I like to poke people's cheeks. ^____^

72. Can you commit to one person?

If I love them.

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

A few people...

74. Have you ever felt replaced?

Loads of times...and I bet the people making me feel that way don't even realize it, do they?

75. Did you wake up cranky?

When I feel the need to be cranky.

76. Are you a jealous person?

Depends on the situation and why

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

If you love the person~!

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

I have...but this is one of those things where I hate to talk about it, so, next question, please!~

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

Oh yeah! A whole bunch of people! And I want to hug them all! ^.^

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

Blink. :)

81. Last person you cried in front of?

I have no idea..

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

Whoever is important to me, I won't forget them. ^__^

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

Hmm...according to this, the person reading this is who I have feeling for...are they protective of me? We'll leave the answer up to them. :3

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

I'd hug them and tell them I love them. Since I wish a whole bunch of people were with me right now, I'd still do that. ^.^"

85. Are you over your past?

Nope~ and I don't mean anything that has to do with a boyfriend, idiot questionaire. So, if that is what you are implying, forget it. XP

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

I'm going to lie to you...but can you tell me which one is the lie, and which one is the truth(s)?

Yes. No. Maybe. Why is my text purple? O.o

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

*nods* A few of my favorite people. Whether they like the fact I'm running my mouth or not. ;)

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

What the hell did they do? Why are they here? What is in the presents? And what time of day is it? O.o

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

Who was the last person I kissed? The last time I checked...nevermind.

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

Not that I can think of.

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

I'm not sure... :-/

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

Is there anyone you know by the name of Michael? o.o

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

What's 'a Matthew'?

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

In January I was happy and single and being a singer and rapper with 2NE1.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

I don't remember who I liked in March. But I bet they were nice~ :3

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

I don't lie to you~ *flashback below*

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86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

I'm going to lie to you

...but can you tell me which one is the lie, and which one is the truth(s)?

Yes. No. Maybe. Why is my text purple? O.o *****

Ok, ok, that was then.. I won't like now...the last person I texted...yes. Indeed they were. ;) If only I could remember who they were...



97. Who do you have texts from?

Human beings. O.o

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

"Mkay~ Good for you! :)" Right? Or should I say "What the hell? I like you! Are you effing crazy? Why do you like [insert name here]?!?!? I'm going to-" I wouldn't do that.. XP



99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?

Air. Air is sexy. You should meet Air sometime. Oh wait! You already have! You meet Air everyday! Isn't Air sexy? ;)

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

Sadly, no~

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

Maybe~ but as to who has, you mustfind that out on your own. ;)





-Chaerin(:

Unexpected (:

There comes a time in life when you expect the unexpected

When the rain falls and it's sunny outside

When the wind blows, but the trees and leaves don't move

When the Earth moves, but no one feels it;

With every step, every movement of my body

I get closer and closer to another unexpected moment

As if Fate has everything planned;

Just like a flower, I bloom with each day,

I close each night,

I hope to find love,

and I long to stay alive;

But as the Earth shifts and times starts to fade

and with each beat of the drum and call of the wild

My petals start to wilt and my stem starts to die;

I'm not saying life is short or that I'm dying.

The point is is that beauty lies all around us

Unexpected things happen every day

You're not alone in this world and there will always be someone who feels the same

You are a blessing, a gift from God

and someday, somewhere, somehow...

you'll find the one.

I will adopt you!~

I name this bunny.. hmm.. I don't know. Help me think of a name? Yeah? Please?~

It ish sho cute!~ :3



-Melanieeee

Jihwan Oppa ;)

Melanie is bored again. :P

MOREPICSPAMMMM~

<3

-Melanieeee^^

I went a snoopin'~ :D

Melanie the candy princess here~ *waves*

Lookie~ (Are you tired of me saying that? Mianhae!~)

I went snooping through Auntie Chaerin's photos :)


But before.. look! Here is a couple of her camera (that I stole)  :3

 

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Auntie Chaerin's photos~


(^ What a cool photo, yeah?)


(^ Wow!~ :D )


(^ So cute~ but so stalkerish. O.o )


(^ I love boats! )



(^ Pretty birdie!~)


(^ Must be warm~ :3  )


(^ WOW~ So frickin' pretty!~ )


(^ Hey! Lookie! It's like her virtual pet!~ Hehe~)



That's all for now~~~ ^.^"

-Melanie~

Some Fashion I Like~!